order, you know, it was just disrupted and, you know, interrupted by this tragedy, but i surround myself with positive people and try to lift myself up when there is nobody around, but it's hard but we seem to be doing okay. >> yeah. i don't ever use this show as a platform. i have my own personal tradition and the audience knows that. i don't use this show as a platform but since you went there, i want to follow up. this for me is the reason i believe in that first palestinians you name jesus. that's the reason i believe in him because in a moment like this, ain't nobody else you can turn to. this is my personal testimony. i'm a person of faith because there are moments in my life where my mama can't help me, my daddy can't help me, you have to have a place to turn. i understand your comment, sabrina, about getting your lna.